Don't get me wrong who doesn't like a clean house and clean yard? But, sometimes I wonder why I try so hard to keep my house looking the way it does! Few come to my house, let alone any of my family! I take pride in the way my house looks. It gives me alot of pride that at any given moment you can knock on my door and I wouldn't be embrassed to let you into every room! No I don't think I have OCD but, I hate dirty dishes in the sick and HATE HATE HATE my floors being dirty! But, at the end of the day the only people that see all my hard work is me and King. He also likes his home neat and orderly so it makes alot of my homemaker jobs easy. But as the end of the day as I wipe the sweat away I wonder why, why do I do this, I would love for my family (who none have seen my home except for one) to come over for a BBQ or just for a simple small get together so they can see all that King and I have worked so hard to keep and maintain the past two years!
Our house isn't the newest nor the biggest but it is ours! And it is by far teh nicest place the two of us have lived in together. We have a nice size yard a small patio area that we like to sit at in the warm weather and relax. All in which I want to share with my family, I guess in a way show the how much I have grown in the past few years and learned from all the mistakes they were trying to get me to learn from! They know they are always welcome here but they never take me up on the open invite. Alot of that I think has to do with King but I just keep telling myself in time they will come around and one day and hopefully soon they will come see all of our hard work and maybe see that King isn't such a bad guy after all!
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